I am so tired of bullshit that I am getting from this person. I hate feeling this way half of the time. I wish all of this shit would just end. I am scared of actually doing something about it, but I have had enough! It is now time to end it and I am going to end it. Why is it when you actually start caring about someone or something, the person turns their back on you or that something just goes away? I feel like I am being punished for the things I have done. I hate crying over their bullshit they give me. I hate feeling what I am feeling, just I need some strength to do something about this because I can't let this continue any longer....

 That's how I feel about you.

My boyfriend, my best friend, my shoulder to cry on, my other half, my baby. I love him more than I could ever love anyone else.

I just want to say the past two people that have commented me and talked crap about me, just leave me alone. You aren't even apart of Xanga, so why even bother talking crap to someone you don't even know.  That's all I really have to say. Oh and for the person that said I wasn't even that "skinny" I never said I was nor do I think I am. I am just average, so leave me alone and don't talk shit when you know it's not true. Thank you.

I am going to stop drinking coffee in the mornings. It's messing with my stomach only hot apple cider. Current weight: 113

Me in my bathing suit. Yeah.